Interlude – Podcast

I’m making this brief interlude here to mention a podcast I have been thoroughly enjoying – the Wheel of Time Spoilers podcast.

I found them on Twitter when I started looking for fellow Wheel of Time fans. I didn’t listen at first, because I’ve re-read the series 10 times on my own, why would I want to listen to spoilers? But something, I forget what, spurred me to listen to the first episode, and I was immediately hooked.

Seth and Patrick are two friends who both love the Whee of Time, and this is like a book club podcast between them. They read a chapter and discuss thoughts, and take listener feedback. They’re great fun to listen to. It’s really validating to hear other people seeing the same things you saw and thinking the same things you did. And it’s interesting to hear new opinions when they differ from yours.

I started and the beginning and am binging to catch up. I just finished the Eye of the World; and they’re probably 2/3 done The Great Hunt.

If you love the Whee of Time, you’ll love this podcast. Go check it out; you won’t be disappointed.


The Trial of Sakan Gaidin (Part 3)

6. Dismissed

Written by: Sakan al’Galrodan
Edited by: Matthew Garland


For the second time, Sakan bowed formally to the Amyrlin Seat who loomed imperiously, standing almost two heads shorter than he. Marion was in the back of his head, a knot of blazing fury. Fury at him, fury at the Amyrlin. Only the anger flowed through the bond, but he knew the source for truth. Knuckling the floor, he saw out of the corner of his eye that Na’cueran was doing the same, and he said, “As you command, Mother, so I obey.”

Marion spun on her heels and strode from the room, seeming to glide across the floor. Sakan and the asha’man rose and followed her. The large oaken doors slammed shut behind them. He was unsure if that was the work of the asha’man or of someone in the room. They walked down the halls in silence, until finally Na’cueran spoke.

“I was trying to help you.”

Sakan stopped. “I know. I am grateful. But…Na’cueran, have you ever heard of Daes Dae’mar?”

“The Great Game? The Game of Houses? Of course!”

“Na’cueran, the Aes Sedai invented that game. I have become involved in a very heavy issue. You have now, too, by virtue of association. So has Chrys. I made the right decision under the circumstances, and I will never plead gross negligence, regardless of what that may bring me. But they do not see it that way. They see an old man taking a potential Gaidin into danger. You must understand that to Aes Sedai, we Gaidin are servants – protectors. We are meant to serve and obey. Unless I can convince them that this was Chrys’ duty as well, they will find me guilty of endangering the life of a Cadre. Trying to remove guilt from me by saying that you brought me there says nothing, to them.”

“So what would you have me do?” Na’cueran clenched his fists.

“I’m not sure,” Sakan admitted. “But I will come up with something. It’s getting late now, you should go eat.”

“What about you?”

“I have to think,” the gaidin replied. He looked over to Marion, who stood impassively beside him. “And talk.”


7. So, so high

Written by: Marion al’Kalimar
Edited by: Matthew Garland


Marion wrapped herself in the mental image of a flower bud blossoming. She had never been one to anger quickly or greatly, even as a child in Fal Dashar, but now she found that only a firm hold on her calming Novice exercises kept her from bursting into open flame. She had been annoyed with Na’cueran for not giving Sakan the twenty minutes he would have needed to notify her and prepare properly. Sakan had faced a difficult choice – leave immediately with the weapons he had at hand, or decline to assist in the rescue of an Aes Sedai. Based on his report, if he hadn’t taken Chrys, they might not have survived.

Striding from the room with Sakan and the asha’man in tow, she focused her anger on its source – the Amyrlin Seat. Why was Lila Sedai making this such a big deal? Why was she treating Sakan like a murderer, instead of a gaidin who took great risk to save an Aes Sedai? Above all, why did Lila discuss the situation at all without her present? Sakan is MY gaidin, for the Light’s sake, Marion seethed inside, while calming her face. She wasn’t sure if she felt more protective of him because he was her bondmate, or because of sisterly feelings towards him.

When Sakan finished trying to explain the Great Game to Na’cueran, Marion smiled thinly at him. “Please, Na’cueran, go get yourself something to eat. I need to speak with my gaidin.”

Na’cueran inclined his head in a gesture of haughty respect, and she and Sakan watched him walk away.

Marion turned to Sakan and look up at him. “We will go check on Chrys, and then you will speak with Shaye and I will search through the library for other instances like this. I don’t know why the Amyrlin is doing this, but I will not stand for it!”

Sakan nodded his assent and bowed at the waist. “As you command, Marion Sedai.”

Marion reached up and put a hand on his elbow. “Sakan, we will fix this.”

He looked up, meeting her eyes. “Marion, I’m sorry.”


The sun was halfway below the horizon. The winter evening was crisp, and her breath steamed in front of her face as she stood next to the thick stone wall that surrounded the top of the White Tower, and watched the sun paint the sky as it set. Sakan stood next to her, seeming to be carved from the same marble as the Tower. From their vantage point, nothing was moving in the sky. Bright reds and oranges slowly melted into pale blues as they drew eastward, all the way behind them where dark blues and deep purples encroached, heralding the night. It was so peaceful. Far below, the hustle and bustle of the city looked tiny, like small insects moving about their daily business. Lights were beginning to flicker on, like fireflies buzzing around.

Slow, quiet footsteps approached them from behind. Marion turned her head slightly, to see Chrys out of the corner of her eye. Sakan didn’t move a muscle. Moments later, Chrys stood next to them, watching the sun set.

Marion looked at her, acknowledging her presence, and they both looked back to the sky. Sakan and Chrys had the mentor-disciple relationship; she would let him lead the conversation.

After a few minutes of silence, Sakan said, “There was a book, told to Master Ogelban by a great scholar. Older than any he had seen before, he saw it in the Great Library, in Cairhien. This book was a relic from the Age of Legends, with teachings so abstract, so unconventional, most people couldn’t grasp it. One of the teachings in this book is that the sky is blue because of how the light from the sun hits it. When the sun starts to set, its light hits the sky at a different angle, and that makes the sky orange, and red.”

After a moment, Chrys said, “Wow. There must have been so much knowledge lost in the Breaking.”

Sakan nodded. After a few more minutes of silence, he continued. “I seem to have a precedent with the top of the Tower and bad news.”

Chrys looked from Sakan to Marion and back again, with a confused look on her face. “What do you mean?” she asked.

“Many years ago, in my first year here as a Gaidin in Training, I received a letter from Master Ogelban. I had a bad feeling about the letter, so I came up here, where I could open it in peace and quiet.”

“And?” Chrys prompted.

“It was a letter from my uncle, Master Ogelban’s son, telling me that he had been killed in a trolloc raid on Fal Dashar. Now,  I am not to leave the Tower grounds, nor teach any fighting lessons, until the Hall of Sitters has determined whether or not I am guilty of negligence for putting a Cadre into danger.”

Chrys’ face showed a look of shock. “What? How can they do that? They…”

Marion put a hand on Chrys’ shoulder. She spoke gently. “They are the Amyrlin Seat, the Head Gaidin, and the Hall of Sitters. Together they make up the most powerful people in the world. They can do what they want.”

“But it’s not fair!” Her look of surprise turned into a scowl. “It’s all Wintrow’s fault! He was upset about this from the start. He probably…”

“Chrys, I reported the matter myself,” Sakan quietly interrupted her.

Chrys looked amazed. “You what? Why did you do that? Do you want to get in trouble?”

“It was my duty,” he said, “I had to report the matter. As for now, when I stand before the Hall, I will just have to convince them to see it from my point of view, that’s all. As Master Ogelban said, ‘There is one rule, above all, to be a man. Whatever comes, face it on your feet’.” He grinned mirthlessly. “We will show them how a Gaidin stands.”

Marion gave Sakan a look that Chrys didn’t understand, and then turned back to Chrys. In the same gentle voice, she said, “Do not fear, Chrys al’Mear. All will be well.”


8. Clear mind and unsound judgement

Written by: Chrys Almear Cadre
Edited by: Matthew Garland


Chrys stood trembling with cold, anger, and fatigue. She had a blanket from the infirmary wrapped around herself, and a white woolen gown under that. The nightgown bore horrible memories with it, ones that sent her to sleep with nightmares. She looked forward to when she could get to her barracks and change. Sakan had poked his head into her room in the infirmary and said, “Rooftop, ten minutes,” and was gone before she could blink. If she hadn’t known better, she would have thought she’d imagined him.

She peeked out into the hallway. No one was coming. She darted across. She looked around again, and her eyes went up several flights of a wide, open, sweeping staircase. Sakan and Marion Sedai. Marion looked like an Aes Sedai. That is, calm and completely in control. Sakan’s eyes were flat and emotionless, his face showed no expression.

The cold blasted though the blanket that she pulled tighter around herself as she entered the top of the tower. Her breath formed around her mouth in little puffs of air. Yet Chrys didn’t really notice those things. The sun was setting, and had lit the sky with a fire that took all her focus. She walked silently towards the Aes Sedai and her Warder – Chrys’ mentor. She saw Marion Sedai turn her head ever so slightly to watch her, but Sakan merely stood like a stone gargoyle. He must have heard her and recognized her footsteps. She stood by Sakan, silent, out of respect for the Creator’s handiwork.

A few moments had past, Chrys forgot to shake, and forgot about the dress she was wearing, and the anger and fear it brought on. The silence was tangible, like an old friend coming for a visit. But it wasn’t awkward when Sakan broke the silence.

“There was a book, told to Master Ogelban by a great scholar. Older than any he had seen before, he saw it in the Great Library, in Cairhien. This book was a relic from the Age of Legends, with teachings so abstract, so unconventional, most people couldn’t grasp it.”

Chrys nodded, wondering where he was going with this story, expecting that there was something to learn from it.

Sakan continued, “One of the teachings in this book is that the sky is blue because of how the light from the sun hits it. When the sun starts to set, its light hits the sky at a different angle, and that makes the sky orange, and red.”

Chrys managed to sort though the revelation and said, “Wow. There must have been so much knowledge lost in the Breaking.”

Sakan nodded. After a few more minutes of silence, he continued. “I seem to have a precedent with the top of the Tower and bad news.”

Chrys didn’t understand. She furrowed her brow, looking to Marion Sedai for an explanation. When none came, she looked back at Sakan and asked. “What do you mean?”

He looked at her. “Many years ago, in my first year here as a Gaidin in Training, I received a letter from Master Ogelban. I had a bad feeling about the letter, so I came up here, where I could open it in peace and quiet.”

“And?” Chrys prompted.

Sakan explained, “It was a letter from my uncle, Master Ogelban’s son, telling me that he had been killed in a trolloc raid on Fal Dashar. Now,  I am not to leave the Tower grounds, nor teach any fighting lessons, until the Hall of Sitters has determined whether or not I am guilty of negligence for putting a Cadre into danger.”

Chrys’ face showed a look of shock. It just registered with her that SHE was that Cadre that he had taken into danger. “What? How can they do that? They…”

Marion Sedai put a hand on her shoulder, and interrupted in a gentle voice. “They are the Amyrlin Seat, the Head Gaidin, and the Hall of Sitters. Together they make up the most powerful people in the world. They can do what they want.”

“But it’s not fair!” Chrys’ face contorted in anger, she searched to find someone to blame for this. In her mind she knew it wasn’t true, but her heart pointed its finger at the man who had just hurt her to the core. “It’s all Wintrow’s fault! He was upset about this from the start. He probably…”

“Chrys, I reported the matter myself,” Sakan quietly interupted her.

Chrys grew silent as she looked at Sakan’s face. He wasn’t lying or kidding. She couldn’t believe it. “You what? Why did you do that? Do you want to get in trouble?”

“It was my duty,” Sakan looked at her, “I had to report the matter. As for now, when I stand before the Hall, I will just have to convince them to see it from my point of view, that’s all. As Master Ogelban said, ‘There is one rule, above all, to be a man. Whatever comes, face it on your feet’.” He grinned mirthlessly. “We will show them how a Gaidin stands.”

Chrys saw Marion Sedai give Sakan a look. Then she turned back to Chrys. In the same gentle voice, she said, “Do not fear, Chrys al’Mear. All will be well.”

Chrys slumped back against the wall. “It’s all my fault. If I hadn’t gone…”

Sakan shook his head. “Chrys if you hadn’t gone there is no telling if Krynn, Na’curean and I would have gotten out alive or not. Taking you was my decision, and it was the right decision. I will stand by that, no matter what.”

Chrys nodded. She felt so tired. She shouldn’t have gotten out of the bed. “If I had listened to you and stayed in the room, but no, that was not an option for me. He was going to stab you in the back. I had to help. Now you are paying for it.”

Marion Sedai looked at her sharply, seeming to see her body’s exhaustion. She rested her hands on Chrys’ head. Chrys felt a cold, soothing sensation flow through her, and her body felt less achey. “Chrys, you should go lie down. You shouldn’t be out of the infirmary, especially barefoot. You won’t feel as tired and sore, but your body will need rest, and food, for a few days yet.”

Chrys wriggled her toes and pulled the blanket tighter about her. “I know it sounds silly, but I had to get out of there. I need to get something from my room.”

Sakan asked, “What is that important?”

“Clothes.” She said. Her cheeks stained red as she looked down. She heard Sakan choke a bit.

“Tell me you have something on under that blanket,” he said flatly.

“Yes!” She spat, anger and fear returning in one swoop. Marion Sedai had washed away her fatigue, but Chrys’ mind was still dull, and edged with hunger she had a hard time fighting against the feelings of a time long gone. “I have on a white dress under this blanket, and if they try to hang me again, I will take a few more with me as I go.”

“What are you talking about?” Sakan took a hold of her shoulders and turned her to face him.

She turned her eyes down. “They made me wear a white dress when they hanged me. He was going to kill me because I told him no. I didn’t know he was a lord, all I knew is that he found out I was a girl and decided he could have me if he wanted. I killed him. The women’s counsel took me, bound my hands, found me guilty of murder and took me to the ice house. It was cold, like today. They stripped me, beat me and shoved me in a white dress. One lady said that I’d at least die looking like what the Creator made me.” She stood, shaking violently. “They strung me up, kicked the block out from under my feet and the world went dark. I struggled to breathe, and the next thing I knew I was laying on the ground. Somehow the rope had snapped, and I rolled under a table. I met a man outside the city, he had my clothes and an ointment that made the pain go away. There is only a little scar now.” She pulled the blanket down and showed him the small red line that ringed her neck.

Sakan and Marion were silent for a moment, exchanging a glance that they thought she didn’t see. When he spoke, his eyes were softer than she had ever seen before. “Chrys, I’m sorry. Was that the first person you killed?”

Chrys knew she shouldn’t be talking this much, but couldn’t stop herself. “No, there were two before that. A man who my father decided to sell me to, so he could pay off his debt. And my father. I killed them both. One directly, the other indirectly. Sakan Gaidin, you should run as far and as fast as you can away from me. I don’t do anything but hurt people, and get them killed. Now you are going before a trial, and they are gonna kill us both.”

“Chrys,” Marion Sedai stepped forward and wrapped her arms around the tired and worn Cadre. Chrys collapsed into the Aes Sedai’s arms, resting her head on the woman’s shoulder. She had never noticed before that Marion Sedai was the same height as her. Marion Sedai whispered, “Chrys, all will be well.”

Chrys looked up at her mentor, her gray eyes misted in hurt and unshed tears. She was afraid, and alone. She didn’t know what to do, nor what to say. She had never told someone her past. Dimly, she noticed that Marion hadn’t said that they weren’t going to be killed. “Sakan Gaidin, can we just forget everything I just said? I’m tired, not thinking straight. I’ve never talked about any of this before. Oh light, please, I never meant to kill any of them.”

The Trial of Sakan Gaidin (Part 2)

3. Political Maneuvering

Written by: Lila Sedai, Amyrlin
Edited by: Matthew Garland


Slowly, Lila Sedai rose from the great chair. Sunlight bathed the two men standing in front of her, and she studied them. Sakan was stony-faced, all plains and angles. The Asha’man was angry, barely containing his rage. She had heard that many Asha’man were often angry. The two men towered over her physically, but she still looked down to them. Her voice was buttery, devoid of the expected edge from Na’cueran’s intrusion.”What is your name, Asha’man? I find it easier to address someone when I know their name.”

Na’cueran blinked twice and regained himself easily. He would not be distracted by Aes Sedai! He replied through gritted teeth, “I am called Na’cueran.”

Lila crossed one hand over the other, her great Serpent Ring showing clearly. She appeared not to notice the man’s hostility. “I am Lila Sedai, but you may call me Mother.”

She walked toward him, her eyes never wavering from the Asha’man. Eyes as clear blue as the sea and as intense as lightning ready to strike. She stared at him a moment. She spoke out clearly, but softly and accentuated her words sternly. “It does you honor that you wish to take the burden of punishment away from Sakan Gaidin, but hear me well Asha’man. You have no ties to the White Tower. The agreement between the Black Tower and the White Tower holds firm, but there are no ties, no bond. This Gaidin has accountability along with his title. His duty is to this Tower and all who reside within it’s walls. His duty is to me! His duty, heavier than a mountain, is only relieved in death!” Lila paused a moment.

Out of the corner of her eye she could see Fleh, Wintrow and Leorn nodding to themselves. “Sakan Gaidin exercised poor judgment that nearly cost a trainee her life. You did not. Even if he allowed you to take the brunt of his impudent actions – and I can’t imagine for a second that he would – doing so would dishonor himself and everyone he has associated himself with.” Sakan stared straight ahead, but his mouth tightened slightly. Marion’s eyes were thunderclouds behind her serene face.

Lils continued. “It would be impossible to explain all that is expected of Gaidin, and I would not attempt to even if we had days to talk. The Hall will learn of this meeting soon and will call session. If you wish to help Sakan, stand with him and tell the truth of what happened. Do not try again to assume his blame for yourself. It will only make issues worse and will appear that you are protecting Sakan. The Hall will believe the attack on the Fortress was an act of retribution and premeditation. Lenience will come if Sakan pleas gross negligence.”

Sakan’s jaws clenched. She was really pushing him, but his outward composure never cracked. Na’cueran looked as if he were ready to jump out of his skin. Lila turned dismissively and walked back to the great chair, and sat down. She was unused to the mannerisms of the Black Tower. They all trained unleashed and wild with erratic disciplines. He could stay or leave whenever he wished, but by the look of him, she believed the collar on his coat was getting tight.

Lila smiled beneath her serene exterior. “You may leave me now. Marion, we will speak later.”


4. Must it go to the Hall?

Written by: Leorn Gaidin
Edited by: Matthew Garland


The Blue Aes Sedai – one of the only Malkieri Aes Sedai in the whole Tower – spun gracefully and glided from the room. Only another Aes Sedai, or a Gaidin, who was familiar with Aes Sedai, could have noticed the pure fury she had masked. Marion was angry that her Warder was being treated like a criminal, and Leorn didn’t blame her. Sakan followed Marion, and a heartbeat later Na’cueran followed, leaving the small room occupied only by the most powerful people in Tar Valon, possibly the known world. Lila Aes Sedai, the Amyrlin Seat, sat in the center of the semi-circle with Cerise Sedai to her right.

The sun shone through the large bay windows that backed the large ornate chairs with satin cushions. The places that the two men had just occupied seemed burned into Leorn’s vision. The dust could still be seen swirling in the light where the men’s boots had disturbed it by their passage. As soon as the door was shut behind them, Lila Sedai rose from her position to approach one of the windows.

While gazing into the Tower grounds below, the Amyrlin spoke, “The Hall will hear of this little meeting soon enough. I had hoped I would have had more time to craft an appropriate notice and speak to a few Sitters in advance, but with the meddling of that Asha’man, word of this will spread like wild fire. Cerise, I…”

Leorn rose from his seat and spoke, “Forgive me Mother, but might I speak?”

Lila nodded her assent.

He took a breath and began. “Do we want this to be a trial, Mother? Sakan Gaidin may have used bad judgment when he allowed Chrys Almear to join him on his way to the Fortress of Light, but that fact remains that regardless of what went on in the Fortress, she is alive. All a trial will accomplish now is to discredit a living legend among the Gaidin ranks. What if we were to keep this as a small tribunal and mete out a private punishment, if punishment is indeed deserved. I am not convinced that Sakan’s actions were innately wrong, and the reputation of all Gaidin is at stake here, not just a single Gaidin. If you let the Hall put Sakan on display for something he thought was right, because he wouldn’t have done it otherwise, then at best you will break the spirit of one of the best men to have ever lived under that barracks roof, and at worst you will make training impossible.”

“Are you finished?” Cerise asked him, a slight frown creasing her otherwise attractive face. A slight nod bobbed from the Arafellin’s head as he sat back down. I don’t know the Game, I’m afloat in uncharted waters, he thought to himself. Sakan, why did you take her? All you had to do was wait another day and get word to us. But if he had waited another day, Krynn Sedai would most likely be dead.

“Leorn, your concern for your Brother does you honor.” said the Amyrlin.

“Thank you Mother,” he stood and placed his right fist over his heart and bent at the waist while his left hand stayed at his side. Had he worn his blade, he would have been gripping its hilt.

She continued. “But you do not understand the severity of the actions he took. There are repercussions that you cannot even begin to speculate on. The Hall will sit on this matter, but they will sit when I ask them to. Do not fear that Sakan will be treated unfairly.” She finally turned from her place at the window to return to her seat within the circle. “And what of the girl, Chrys? How is her recovery coming?”

“It seems to be proceeding very well, Mother,” Flehrad Gaidin said. His features hadn’t changed position since Sakan had left, they hadn’t changed when Sakan had walked in for that matter. “She’s up and about. I believe she’s participating in your lesson on the bow, Leorn. Is that right?”

He nodded. “She is. And she’s got an incredible eye for it. She could very well rival Birgitte, if she keeps on shooting the way she does.”

“I’ve seen her shooting myself,” said Garin, while Wintrow nodded to himself, “She is a natural with that thing in her hand.”

“None of that matters right now,” broke in Lila Sedai, “We will question the girl later; now, I suggest we break for the evening meal.”

Four men stood from the chairs and saluted as one; four men echoed, “By your leave, Mother,” and left the Amyrlin and her Keeper to talk in private.


5. No rest for the weary

Written by: Lila Sedai, Amyrlin Seat
Edited by: Matthew Garland

As the doors closed behind the four men, Lila relaxed a bit in the chair. She rubbed her temples and closed her eyes.

“Mother, do you wish me to get Ailoreen Sedai for healing?” Cerise asked in a concerned tone.

Lila frowned and shook her head. “The Hall will believe I was plotting for Ailoreen’s vote.”

Cerise raised an eyebrow. “I would think you would not need to plot for Ailoreen’s vote. She has always been loyal to you. Or has that changed?”

“Ailoreen’s vote is her own. It has always been that way.” Lila waved her hand.

Cerise nodded knowingly and looked around. She understood that there could always be an unseen ear about. Only Lila’s personal chambers could be warded with no suspicion. “Let us go back to your office. No doubt there is much to do before the Hall is called to Session.” Cerise played along. She knew the Game as well as Lila. She had to. She walked along the side of Lila and began her doting routine. ”Mother, you really should take care. You push yourself so hard sometimes.” She clicked her tongue convincingly.

Lila played along, “Oh Cerise, you do worry too much. I am as fit as I have ever been! All I need is a hot cup of tea and a good meal.”

They continued so all could hear as they passed bobbing curtsies and whispered remarks of praise. “May the Light illumine you, Mother.”

It was important for all to believe that the Amyrlin was a force to be reckoned with and that no rumors arose that her prickly personality was becoming soft. Cerise too kept her reputation in check. She glared at a Novice or two, making them squeak in the middle of their curtsy. Cerise was seen as a stern Red whose only smooth side came to her duty to the Amyrlin Seat.

When Lila chose Cerise, she had done what no other Amyrlin had done in the history of the Tower – as a former Green, she appointed a Red to Keeper. It was unprecedented and scandalous, but when the dust had settled, she had firmly cemented the Reds to the Greens and in turn, to herself to strengthen her hold on the Amyrlin’s stole. She had also protected the pact made with the Black Tower. She had done that to show good faith to Ironia al’Notre, the Blue Sitter who initiated the meetings with the Black Tower and thereby sealed the Blue Ajah to her as well. Yes, Lila knew the Game well and Cerise caught up to her quickly.

Ironia made this situation even stickier. Ironia had bonded Sakan more than two decades ago, after he demonstrated with his Borderlander training that the Gaidin training could add little to his skill. She had passed the bond to Sairi de’Seyen before… the incident… and she had been content to allow Sakan to go his own way , and even to allow Marion to bond him afterwards. But she still held a deep respect, even affection, perhaps, for the Gaidin.

The two women entered the Amyrlin’s offices. Cerise grabbed a Novice by the ear, “Go to the Mistress of Kitchens and tell her that the Amyrlin is in need of nourishment. Be quick. Do not make me come for you.” The Novices eyes bulged out of her head, and she ran off down the stairs toward the kitchens clutching her reddened ear.

Cerise shut the door and warded the room. Lila chuckled. “You are so mean, Cerise! If only I had gotten you as a roommate when we were in Novice White. You would be a different woman.”

Cerise snorted softly, but smiled. “I hardly think so! From what I’ve heard, you were in more trouble with Cadsuane then any other Novice in the Tower as a whole.”

Lila pursed her lips. Many knew Lila’s history, but few dared to bring it up. “True, I was difficult at times.”

The Red scoffed a boisterous laugh. “How did you ever talk your way back into the Tower after you left?” Cerise shook her head in amazement. “Any other Novice would have been turned out. Cadsuane herself wanted you turned out.”

Lila shrugged. “She knew I had refused the Arches twice. She took a calculated but weighty risk that I would refuse again and it would not be her vote to put me out. The Law would do it on it’s own. She was wrong, of course.Very wrong. The Wheel weaves as it will. It was her own weakness that she knew I had the seed of the Dreamer in me. I Dreamed that she would have the Stole. She did not know that I would take it from her.”

“So, that was it! I always wondered.” Cerise smiled.

A knock came at the door.

Lila called, “come!”

The door opened and a Novice entered balancing a tray in one hand as she struggled with the heavy door.

Cerise channeled and took the tray from the Novice with threads of Air. The Novice grimaced and then curtsied deeply. “What is your name?”

The Novice took a deep breath and gulped, “Seraphina, Cerise Sedai. Novice Seraphina.”

“Very well, Novice Seraphina. I will be sure to notify Hannah Sedai that you have completed a chore for the Amyrlin Seat and that she is pleased. You may attend to your Lessons, Child.”

The Novice blinked in surprised and then curtsied again. “Thank you, Aes Sedai.”

Cerise shut the door and took the tray over to Lila who was looking at her with raised eyebrows. She feigned innocent surprise. “What?! How else am I to recruit any to our Ajah?”

Lila chuckled and began to pour the tea for them both. They had much to talk about.


The Trial of Sakan Gaidin (Part 1)

1.  An Unexpected Twist

Written by: Sakan al’Galrodan
Edited by: Matthew Garland


Sakan lay on the bare cot in his old room in the gaidin barracks, arms folded behind his head. His muscles felt watery even through the Void, a testament to the intense action and no sleep for the past few days. Marion was up in her rooms, a bundle of tightly masked annoyance in the back of his head. She knew he’d had no choice, and that she would have only been a hindrance in the Fortress of Light, but she was still upset that he had gone without her. Chrys was still in the infirmary regaining her strength, and hopefully her vigor as well. She had become withdrawn and pessimistic between the time that he had left her in the capable hands of the Aes Sedai of the Yellow Ajah and the time that he had returned from reporting the matter to Flehrad de’Morgan, the Head Gaidin, to inquire about her state of health. He had taken the time to wash and shave. He felt much better in clean clothes. A soft, finely woven linen shirt of dark green, with another hunter green shirt of wool atop it, and a royal blue coat, done up to the band collar, with slight embroidery along the forearms were nice and warm. The shutters to his window were tied slightly open, allowing a gentle breeze through the room.

A knock came at the door.

“Enter,” Sakan called out. In the Void he could feel his sword in its sheath lying on the pallet next to his bed, ready to be drawn in a heartbeat if necessary. He left his hands where they were, but he was ready. A small thought crossed the Void, wondering why he felt the need to be ready in his room in the gaidin barracks.

“Message for Sakan Gaidin,” a muffled voice came from outside. The door opened, and a Page entered. “The Head Gaidin requests your presence immediately in the Small Council Room.”

I wonder why, Sakan thought. “Thank you,” he said, sitting up. “I will follow you. Has word been sent to Marion Sedai?”

The page turned back to him. “I don’t know, Sakan Gaidin.”

Sakan paused for a moment, then tugged his coat straight and buckled his sword on, grabbing his fancloth cloak as he swept out of his room behind the Page. As they walked through the Gaidin barracks, Sakan clasped the cloak at his neck, and let it hang about his shoulders. He sent a feeling through the bond, curiosity and determination, hopefully that would get Marion’s attention. It was late afternoon and the halls were empty, most of the trainees were out in the yards. He and the Page left the barracks and crossed a large courtyard with elegant shrubs, many of which were mangled or ripped out of the ground from the battle. All of the masons and carpenters had been working overtime, even the Ogiers, the few who had responded to the call, but much damage had been done. It would be years before all traces of the battle would disappear completely.

As they reached the room, Sakan nodded to the Page, who pushed open the large oaken doors and announced, “Sakan al’Galrodan Gaidin has arrived, at the order of Flehrad de’Morgan, Head Gaidin.”

Sakan drew himself up at the formal announcement, and marched into the room. Then he stopped in his tracks.

Sitting in large chairs, in a semi-circle near the center of the room, were some of the most powerful people in the White Tower. The room itself was circular, with large windows letting in streams of light on the far half of the room. The late afternoon sun shone directly on him, as he quickly surveyed the room. It was completely devoid of all furnishing, save for six chairs with their backs to the windows. The person standing in front of the chairs was intended to be illuminated by the sun and blinded by it at the same time. Six pairs of eyes watched him as he paused, ignoring the stinging in his eyes from the sun, and glanced around. The Amyrlin Seat, Lila Sedai, sat in the largest chair, directly opposite him. Her chair seemed to glow in the setting sun. To her right was Cerise Sedai, the Keeper of Chronicles, her red stole around her neck. Flehrad de’Morgan, the Head Gaidin, sat to her left, and a halo surrounding  his chair as well. Leorn Gaidin, the Master of Arms, sat to his left, and Wintrow Gaidin and Garin Gaidin, the Sergeants of Arms, sat at the ends, closest to the door. Their faces were all stern, when they showed any emotion.

After the brief second, Sakan strode to the middle of the room, where he faced Flehrad de’Morgan, and kneeled down on his right knee. Left knee in front, left hand on his sword hilt, right fist on the floor, his head bowed.

“As you called me, so have I come, Head Gaidin,” Sakan announced, clearly and formally.

“Rise, Sakan,” Lila’s firm voice reached him. “It was actually I who called you here.”

Sakan stood up gracefully. “You, Mother? The Page said…”

“It was at the orders of the Amyrlin Seat that I asked the Page to call you here,” the Head Gaidin, once Sakan’s disciple, replied in his deep voice.

The Amyrlin Seat studied Sakan. He stood tall, his hands clasped, waiting to hear whatever whoever had to say. He could not make out her facial features, or expressions, because the chair shadowed her. He felt the eyes of six people boring into him.

“Sakan, Flehrad has told me of your report,” the Amyrlin Seat began. He remained silent as she paused. “This matter concerns me greatly. I do not like to hear of any trainees placed in grave danger. We have lost many at the hands of the Whitecloaks, and there are precious few here who are training to become Gaidin as it is, that we can afford to lose any of them.” She paused again, and then asked sharply, “Gaidin, what is your duty?”

“To fight the Shadow, Mother,” he replied without hesitating.

She nodded. “Certainly. More specifically, what is your duty as a Gaidin?”

“To protect Aes Sedai, Mother,” he replied, again without hesitating.

“You are correct,” she said, her voice smooth. “And if a Gaidin dies, that is one less person to protect an Aes Sedai. If a trainee, or a Cadre dies, that is one less person who will be able to fulfill his or her duty.”

Sakan bowed his head. “With all due respect, Mother, if an Aes Sedai dies because a Cadre didn’t take action, then her training would have been for nought.”

The Amyrlin Seat ignored him. “Sakan, you have been called here because you committed a grievous error, by taking a Cadre into the Fortress of Light itself. Do you have anything to say about this matter?”

Sakan looked up. “Mother, as you know, I went to the Fortress of Light to save the life of an Aes Sedai who had been captured, Krynn al’Kern. I left in the middle of the night without time to notify anyone, even Marion. Chrys al’Mear was with me when the opportunity presented itself, and she asked to join me. I made the assessment that she is skilled enough to have been able to help rescue Krynn Sedai, and in fact, without Chrys, it is possible that we would not have been successful.”

The Amyrlin Seat looked around the room to the others seated.

Flehrad spoke quietly, “With all respect, Mother, I must decline. Sakan was my mentor, I can not be impartial in this.”

Leorn spoke up. “How could you know that Chrys would be instrumental in saving the Aes Sedai. There is a reason why she is not a Gaidar yet, were she ready, she would have been raised. It seems to me that you jeopardized the life of a Cadre on a snap decision.”

Sakan turned his head, as Garin said, “I don’t think so. I think that he was doing his duty, which is to save an Aes Sedai’s life.”

Sakan looked at Wintrow, who looked back at him with emotionless eyes. Yet, the Sergeant of Arms said nothing.

“I think that this matter is a serious one,” said the Keeper, in a thoughtful tone. “Perhaps it would be best to consult the Hall on this matter.”

“Yes,” mused the Amyrlin. “It must be kept quiet, of course, until we reach a conclusion, and the other parties involved will be questioned, as well, to determine the truth of this matter. Sakan,” she announced to him, “this matter will be brought before the Hall of Sitters, and we will determine whether or not your actions are deserving of chastisement. Until that time, you will not leave the Tower grounds, nor will you be permitted to teach any of the trainees or Cadre anything related to fighting. You can be assured that we will do our utmost to discover the truth as soon as possible.”

Sakan’s mouth went dry. Where was Marion? No teaching? I can’t even leave the grounds?  He felt a ball of anger flare, suddenly appear behind him. I am being punished like a trainee, for doing what I thought was right, he thought to himself. A small voice in the back of his head said, Obey authority, you know you must. It is your duty to obey. He knelt back down in front of the Amyrlin Seat, but before he could speak, the doors behind him flew open with such force that they smashed into the walls and rebounded, stopped from rebounding only by what must have been a flow of Air. He didn’t move, but he heard six heads look up behind him.

“Mother,” Marion stormed into the room, her eyes blazing with fire. She passed Sakan without a glance and approached the Amyrlin Seat, curtsying and kissing the ring that Lila Sedai extended to her. In a tightly reined voice, she asked, “What is the meaning of this? Why did you permit this meeting with my Gaidin to begin without me?”

The Amyrlin Seat looked coolly at Marion before replying. “Your Warder committed a grievous transgression in his duties as instructor to the next generation of Gaidin. Your presence was not necessary for his discipline, Marion.”

“He is my Gaidin, Mother,” Marion’s voice was ice. “Custom as strong as law dictates that I should be informed, if not consulted, of matters relating to Sakan.”

Lila Sedai looked at Marion. “Very well, Marion. Sakan’s actions can not be judged by the Gaidin leadership because of his reputation and direct mentor relationship with them. Therefore, his actions will be deliberated by the Hall of the Sitters. Until then -”

Marion interrupted, her calm voice belying her incredulity. “The Hall of the Sitters? You’re going to try him like a murderer?”

Lila replied, “His actions nearly took the life of a Cadre, Marion. It is the only way. Until then, he is confined the Tower Grounds, and not allowed to teach trainees.”

Marion opened her mouth to object, and from his place, kneeling on the floor, Sakan raised his voice, “As you have commanded, so shall I obey, Mother.” Wrapped in the Void, his voice was cold and emotionless.

The Amyrlin Seat nodded, and Marion spun around. The Amyrlin would have expected no less from anyone. “You are dismissed, Sakan.”

He stood up, bowed slightly to each person seated around him, and turned to walk out of the room.


2. Imperial Eruption

Written by: Asha’man Na’cueran
Edited by: Matthew Garland


The Flame and the Void was all that kept a deep scowl from Na’cueran’s face. Worry was a mole hill beside the mountain of anger he felt. He must be calm, burn his fury, if he was to meet with some of the most powerful men in the White Tower. Dedicated Aegius, still occupying his chambers in the White Tower almost as he left him, had been very valuable all along. Their dark deeds formed a tie between the two, which Na’cueran never hesitated to use for his own benefits.

He had heard of the messenger bringing Sakan to meet with the Head Gaidin, and he had heard that the Master of Arms and Sergeants of Arms were with him. It sounded like men who would sit in judgment, not have a friendly chat. Na’cueran was greatly concerned. Aegius had eyes on the Keeper, and had reported that she and the Amyrlin were also meeting with the Head Gain. Na’cueran did not know much of the Tower ways, but one thing he knew; no one wished to be questioned by Aes Sedai, much less the Amyrlin Seat. He felt a responsibility to the Gaidin. He had picked up Sakan and the girl, Chrys. He had asked them to help him, and he had been the one to Travel them there. Perhaps Chrys was Sakan’s responsibility after all, but surely the Gaidin was his. That much he knew. How could these flaming Aes Sedai blame Sakan?

“Burn them,” he growled to himself, just as his black coated arm flung open large, oaken doors to a circular hall, and he walked in to face eight people, leaving the servants behind gaping.

Almost stumbling into Sakan near the doorway, he halted, and Sakan stared at him. His cold eyes and tight jaw told Na’cueran that he had just missed the questioning. It did not matter, though. He was an Asha’man now. Not bound to the White Tower, and almost free from duties of the Black Tower. He will no longer tolerate things he felt unjust.

“Stop, Sakan Gaidin,” he called.

The graceful man did not move, of course. An almost invisible shake of his head warned the Asha’man not to do what he was about to do, but it was too late to back down.

He tore his gaze from the Warder and scanned the room with a flat expression, finding matching stares on the six people seated. A woman stood in front of the largest chair appeared completely calm, aside from a fire in her eyes. The woman – the Amyrlin Seat, judging by the seven colored stole around her neck – sitting in the largest chair seemed to  reflect the light from the sun that surrounded her chair in a blinding halo. Only one more Aes Sedai was sitting beside the Amyrlin Seat. The Keeper of Chronicles. Four men flanked them, two on each side. He was unfamiliar with the badges of rank, but he could guess their hierarchy by where they sat. The Head Gaidin next to the Amyrlin, the Master of Arms next to the Keeper. The Sergeants at Arms on the outer seats. Na’cueran passed Sakan and took position in front of the Amyrlin Seat. She opened her mouth to speak, but the words faded as the Asha’man knelt and paid the respect she deserved, lying a hand on the hilt and another on the marble tiles.

“What makes you think you have the right to burst in here like this?” Exclaimed the Keeper of the Chronicles, Cerise Sedai.

He rose to both feet, never letting his eyes from the Amyrlin, towering over all of the seating. “The right I have to walk in here is the same that allows you to seat here.” From the corner of his eyes he caught glimpses of raised eyebrows, the equivalent of the Gaidin gaping in surprise. He pressed on. “The issue that brings me here is the one you discussed with Sakan al’Galrodan. I should have been invited. Since I was not, forgive me, but I invited myself.”

“How did you find of this meeting?” demanded the Head Gaidin, sitting to the left of the Amyrlin.

“Allow me to state at first that the blame for both Sakan and Chrys should be on me.” He ignored the man, earning another furious gaze. “Late one night, I had been searching for Shar Val, Mar al’Kern’s tiger, and ended up in the Tower grounds. I crossed paths with Sakan and Chrys as the finished up a nighttime training. I told them of my intention to Travel to the Fortress of Light to rescue Mar and his wife, Krynn, an Aes Sedai, and asked them to join me. The Wheel weaved, and they did. The mission was successful, although we have lost Mar al’Kern, a great loss for the Light, I can assure you.” Pausing, he jerked a fist, though not long enough for the others to break in. “The presence of the two was fatally vital.”

Finally the Amyrlin Seat spoke, her chin high and her eyes boring through his skull. Her voice rang with an authority that would make kings jump. “This is not the issue concerned, Asha’man. I do not doubt their indispensability, but on the contrary, it was already said that Sakan al’Galrodan,” She slyly paused, omitting the title, “could have done the trip by his own, leaving Chrys for safety in Tar Valon.”

“There was a blademaster and a dreadlord present while the events took place in the Fortress. All Sakan had to confront them was half-dead Mar, an earlier-tortured Aes Sedai, his trainee, and myself. All while a steady stream of Whitecloaks banging at the door with only two swords to hold their path. I, myself, am trained with the blade, and knows well to determine that a single blade, no matter how trained, could not block hordes of Whitecloaks. I can’t be certain that either of us would have been in this room today unless the extra hand Chrys offered.”

Na’cueran did not see changes in the faces before him, but quietly he paced back and aligned with Sakan. After all the words had been blurted out, he was calm. The White Tower could not harm him in any way.


The Golden Helm: Epilogue

“By your leave, Marion Sedai,” Sakan bowed formally. “The Watch is not done.”

Marion nodded, almost absently, as Sakan rose gracefully and silently strode from her rooms, a wolf stalking its prey. Likely he was headed to the gaidin barracks to train, or to the roof of the Tower to stare at Dragonmount and brood. Even if the tightly bundled knot of his emotions that nestled in the back of her mind hadn’t told her that he was distraught, his formal bow did. He was only formal with her when he was angry with her or trying to bury emotions that disturbed him. She would go to him and be his friend, not his Aes Sedai, but first he needed space.

Sakan had told her about finding Chrys to give her the ni’ashandarei. It was good; he had needed to do that, for closure. Chrys was like a daughter to him. He told her about joining Chrys and Aegius to search for a ter’angreal, the Golden Helm of Garand. She’d been busy in the Tower with some research in the libraries and hadn’t needed him, so she didn’t mind the weeks of his absence. He’d told her about traveling with Tovan, which made her happy. Sakan’s old friend was one of the few who could make him relax and laugh, something that he desperately needed. She needed it, too, come to think of it. But not nearly as much as he did.

He told her about Tili. She had known bits and pieces, of how her Sitter, Ironia al’Notre, had passed the bond to Sairi de’Seyen for a task, and how their party was ambushed and Sairi killed, along with everyone else. Everyone except for Sakan, who was unconscious and left for dead. How the Tinkers found him, and Tili drew him out and coaxed him back to life from the brink of death and the desire to die. How he had killed men who threatened Tili’s life and had been exiled from the Tuatha’an. But Marion hadn’t been prepared to learn that Tili had been his lover, and that he still loved her. And she him. Yet, it was Tili who gave him the strength to go on, and she must be grateful for that.

Marion stood up. The caravan had left the party outside of Cairhien and turned north. They’d likely circle around Tar Valon. Sakan had mentioned that when he left them all those years ago, they traveled through southern Kandor. Tinkers often traveled along familiar routes, so that was probably where they were headed back to.

She channeled, and a bright sliver of light appeared in front of her, twisting to open up into a doorway that led to grasslands a league north of Tar Valon. She could see the Tar Valon road in the distance; no sign of the Tinkers. She channeled again, and a doorway opened up into grayness. She stepped in onto a small platform, tiled in the middle with a rose surrounded by seven droplets of water, the sigil of House al’Kalimar. The doorway snapped shut behind her and the platform began to move. A few moments later, another doorway opened, and she stepped out onto the plains a few leagues north of where she had Traveled to. Skimming was less efficient than Traveling, but it saved her from having to learn the area.

It took several Skimmings, each time jumping a few leagues, until she saw a caravan in the distance. Even that far away, with Power enhanced vision she could make out the eye jarring colors of the wagons. Marion didn’t know how many Tuatha’an caravans there were, but she offered a small prayer to the Creator that this was the right one.

She walked the last distance to the caravans. Giant mastiffs ran out to greet her, barking madly and growling. She didn’t care too much for dogs, either, but they wouldn’t harm her. She kept walking, towards a portly, graying man.

“Atol Pinter?” she asked, as they drew near.

“Yes,” the man seemed taken aback, not only at a woman in fine, embroidered wool traveling alone on foot, but that she knew his name. She smiled briefly as his eyes widened when he noticed her great serpent ring and bowed respectfully. “Aes Sedai, you are welcome to our fires. Do you know the song?”

Marion replied solemnly. “Your welcome warms my spirit, as your fires warm my flesh, but I do not know the song.”

Atol intoned, “Then we still seek. As it was, so shall it be, if we but remember, seek, and find. What brings you to our fires, Aes Sedai?”

As Atol straightened up, Marion inclined her head to him. “I’m looking for a woman in your camp. Her name is Tili.”

He looked at her quizzically. “Tili?”

Marion nodded. “Yes. I need to speak with her.”

A tall woman in a bright red vest, her long, black hair held back by a blue and yellow kerchief, stepped forward. “I am Tili,” she said.

Marion looked at her for a minute before responding. “Yes, yes you are. Please, may we speak?”

“Come with me, Aes Sedai,” Tili gestured, and the two of them walked away from the small crowd that had gathered. Marion could hear Atol shooing people away, and the music and dancing resumed.

When they reached a small thicket right outside the circle of wagons, Tili turned to Marion. “You’re Marion Sedai.”

Marion didn’t show her surprise. “How did you know?”

Tili smiled. “Sakan told me all about you, and some of what you two have done over the past ten years.”

Marion smiled back. “I should have guessed.”

There was a pause, a moment of uncomfortable silence where Marion realized she hadn’t thought how she would approach this. Tili looked at her expectantly.

“What did you want to speak with me about, Marion Sedai?”

Marion shook her head imperceptibly. “I came here to thank you.”

A confused look crossed Tili’s face. “Thank me? For what?”

“For saving Sakan,” Marion explained. “All those years ago. How much do you know of his situation before you found him and nursed him back to health.”

“Bits and pieces,” Tili admitted. “He would sometimes get in dark moods. I never wanted to press him for details.”

“That sounds like Sakan,” Marion replied drily. “When you found him, he had been warder to Sairi de’Seyen and they walked into an ambush. Sairi was killed, which snapped his warder-Aes Sedai bond.”

“I knew that,” Tili said.

“Did you know that when an Aes Sedai dies, her warder’s mind snaps and he goes berserk? He actively seeks death. Sakan likely fought dozens if not scores of trollocs until he was cut down and left for dead. Your care and love for him, and his love for you, healed his mind. He accepted my bond several years later, and I have you to thank for all the times he has kept me alive.”

Tili looked intently at Marion. “I’d say you’re welcome, Marion Sedai, but love is not a favor, even if other people benefit from it. But I get this feeling that’s not the only reason you came here.”

“It’s not,” Marion replied simply. She paused for a moment, and in her mind a rosebud appeared, sunlight hitting it, petals opening and stretching to reach more sunlight. She smiled. “My sister, Talia, was Sakan’s carneira. In Malkieri tradition, she’s a man’s first love, a woman who commands his heart until he marries. Usually a man doesn’t marry his carneira, but Sakan and Talia had something… special. We lost Talia in a trolloc raid when they were sixteen, and no one ever thought Sakan would learn to love again. He is like a brother to me, so I… I had to meet the woman who had won his heart.”

Tili stepped forward and embraced Marion. “Thank you,” she whispered. She stepped back, clasping Marion’s hands. “Thank you for coming to me, thank you for telling me. Sakan and I could never be together, but it makes me feel better to know who’s side he fights by. Take care of him, please.”

Marion smiled and squeezed Tili’s hands, and channeled a Gateway back to her rooms in the Tower. The familiar bright sliver of light flashed and twisted open. She bid Tili a farewell, and returned to Tar Valon. Sakan had been brooding for long enough, it was time to get him from the roof.


Marion stepped through the door onto the wide, flat, gleaming white surface fifteen hundred paces above the ground. With a view of the lands for miles around, and massive Dragonmount far to the north, clouds partially obscuring its smoking peak, this was the most magnificent place in the most magnificent city in the world. She approached her Warder, kneeling in silent meditation, and sat down next to him.

“I met Tili,” was all she said.

He said nothing.

“You don’t seem surprised,” she commented, although she knew he could have felt her Traveling along the bond.

“I felt you jumping around to the north. I knew where you were going without me,” he replied calmly. He looked up at her. “And?”

She smiled at him and put her hand on his arm. “I am grateful for many things in my life. Join me for dinner, we have a long road ahead of us.”


Foreword – Sakan’s Trial and Saving Krynn al’Kern

Today’s post isn’t a story, it’s a bit of an explanation and back story. The next two stories are going to be out of order. Chronologically Saving Krynn al’Kern, the story of how Sakan and Chrys joined Dedicated Na’cueran in infiltrating the Fortress of Light to save former Asha’man Mar al’Kern and Krynn Sedai comes before The Trial of Sakan Gaidin, the story of how Sakan’s split second decision to allow Chrys to accompany him to the Fortress of Light was questioned to the point of being brought before the Hall of the Sitters to sit in judgment of his actions. However, for logistical editing reasons, I will be publishing The Trial of Sakan Gaidin before Saving Krynn al’Kern. Both stories take place about five years before The Golden Helm.

All you need to know about Saving Krynn al’Kern for The Trial of Sakan Gaidin to make sense is that before dawn, after along night of training, Sakan and Chrys came across Dedicated Na’cueran on the White Tower grounds. He told them that Mar al’Kern and his wife, Krynn Sedai, had been kidnapped by Whitecloaks and he was leaving at that moment to Skim to the Fortress of Light to rescue them. Sakan didn’t even have time to get Marion to join them, and he allowed Chrys to accompany him as an extra sword. During the rescue, Chrys was injured, and the Gaidin leadership decided this reflected poor judgment on Sakan’s part. It was brought before the Amyrlin Seat, and the Keeper of the Chronicles felt it required the judgment of the Sitters.

Unrelated to these stories, I am still looking for the old files that contained the stories of Sakan with the Tinkers (the Robin Red Vest stories). When I find them, I will publish all of them, so The Death of Robin Red Vest has more context for you.

I’m also still working on new stories as well. If you have any comments, feedback, etc, please comment, email, or reach out on Twitter @malkiersking.

Thank you for reading, and enjoy!


The Death of Robin Red Vest

Written by: Sakan al’Galrodan
Edited by: Matthew Garland



Down amongst the undergrowth in the coniferous forests of south-eastern Kandor, nothing stirred. The enormous trees that had withstood the tests of time and the harsh Borderland winters still grew, taller and thicker, and any one could hide several people at its base. No wind passed through the thick clusters of branches, long and heavy with leaves and needles, to the protected interior of the forest, nor did any wind pass beneath the branches, through the much more sparse trunks. One could see several hundred feet through the trunks, yet no more than a few dozen through the branches. The unnatural quiet had spread to the forest’s inhabitants even before it was completely quiet. As it passed them, each bird stopped in mid-chirp, every squirrel in mid-chatter.

A small cloud of steam rose from Robin’s mouth, as he watched two drops of dew fall from a fern on to the forest floor. He breathed silently, listening, holding his arm out behind him to shield the young woman standing to his right. They crouched behind a tree trunk, beneath the large green fern that showed the effects of both the early morning dew and the late autumn chill.

Ignoring questioning looks from Tilli, he concentrated on the horse tracks in front of him, and strained his ears to hear any sounds of movement. For five minutes they remained frozen, not moving a muscle, until finally Robin turned and pulled her down to the ground underneath the fern, positioning himself above her.

He mouthed in her ear. “I heard men and horses. They stopped as soon as they heard us coming. Listen. Do you hear anything?”

She shook her head. “No,” she replied, in a voice that was barely a whisper, almost as quiet as his.

“Precisely. No birds, no squirrels, nothing. Animals are hiding. Those men are up to no good. I want to find out what they mean to do here.”

“They’re heading in the direction of the camp!” Her look of amazement turned to one of shock and dismay.

He nodded grimly. “Yes, they are. But Tilli, if we run off, they will see us for sure, and for all we know, they will hunt us down and kill us.”

She shuddered.

“Wait here, and don’t move.” Robin instructed her. “Curl up into a ball, your dress is so yellow, it might give you away if anyone comes by here. Your green shawl may help a bit, but it’s also too bright.”

“What are you going to do?” Tilli pointed at his clothes. He glanced down. The only thing that wasn’t a bright red, blue, or green was the careworn, brown band of braided leather across his forehead.

“Use caution,” he replied, and with a quick kiss, he slipped off silently into the underbrush.

Had she not been watching him, she would have thought that he had disappeared. As it was, she felt like she watched him melt into the forest. She shook her head. The darkness that was inside of him has not completely gone, I can feel it in him again. She had been by his side, nursing him back to health when his life force had been all but spent and he had teetered on the brink of death. She had been there, forcing him to heal, when he refused to eat and would only sleep when exhaustion took him. She had seen the darkness that had taken him when he had woken, and had not left him for several months. Now nearly two years later, she had thought that with all his laughter and happiness, that darkness had finally gone for good. Only it did not seem like that anymore.

For his part, Robin had not lost his edge. Although he had sworn off fighting two years ago, old habits die hard, and he still kept his body and his mind in peak condition. He no longer dwelled on the past, save to give occasional thought to the friends that had been so dear to him in his previous life. The old him was dead, so he thought, and his name had never been spoken since the fateful day when he should have died.

Noiselessly flitting from tree to tree, Robin followed the men until he got close.

“How much longer d’you think we have?” Asked one of the men. As Robin edged closer, he could see a long, ugly scar run down the side of his face. It looked new – angry, red, and puffy. That has to be painful, he thought.

“How should we know?” a second man angrily asked. “ You keep asking all these stupid…!”

A third man, riding in front, calmly interrupted the second man. He spoke quietly, with authority. His was not a voice to ignore. “If you do not shut up, they will all hear us. We will reach the Tinkers shortly. Perhaps five minutes from now.”

“Then we can ‘ave our fun, eh!” laughed a fourth, who wore large, mismatched furs, and from downwind smelled like ale.

“What about the dogs?” a fifth man spoke up uneasily. Riding at the back, he was easily the smallest of the brigands. “I hear they have big, fierce mastiffs, that can bite of a man’s…”

The leader laughed. “Fool! Tinkers would never own anything that would hurt a fly. Those dogs probably don’t even eat meat! Don’t worry about the dogs, they will not be a problem.”

I’ve got to get ahead of them, to warn the camp! These few men will rob them blind, and possibly kill…rape…I can not let that happen! Robin thought grimly. They will have to understand, if I have to save them…

Suddenly, he froze, and his bones chilled to the marrow. He heard a noise from behind him, in the distance, and for a fleeting second, he prayed that the noise was not what he thought it was.

His prayers went unanswered.

“’Ere now, what do we ‘ave ‘ere?” The drunken bandit exclaimed, being the first to get over the shock. “It seems like we have some sport early!”

“Oh, all right,” the leader snapped. “Get her before she gets to the camp, and you can do whatever you want with her. If she gets to them before we get her, she’ll warn them, and they’ll start running.”

The four horsemen cheered and began galloping after a young, brightly dressed woman, whose cloak billowed out behind her. Tilli had heard the men approaching, and had been so afraid for her people that she could not contain herself. She stood and ran, hoping that she would not be seen. But the drunken man spotted her, and she ran faster, leading the men to the camps. Instinctively, Robin ran towards the galloping men, not caring if they heard him. He had taken on five men before, more, even, but never unarmed. Better his life than hers. As long as they didn’t hurt Tilli, that was all that mattered. He had failed two woman before, he had felt every agonizing second of their deaths. Both times he had died, and the Light burn him if he was going to fail a third.

“Wha-a-a?” The leader of the men shouted in surprise, as Robin leapt up and pulled him from his saddle, landing him heavily on the ground. He had been walking his horse towards his followers, who made a game of chasing the woman. They were so loud and raucous, they didn’t hear their leader’s scream. He sat up and tried to draw his sword. Robin’s boot connect heavily with the left side of his jaw. His head spun sharply to the right and then snapped back again. Two more sharp raps on the head, and he fell down, unconscious. Robin Red Vest, Harper Robin Red Vest the Tinker, betrothed of Tilli, swiftly bent down and picked up the brigand’s sword. He looked at it for a brief moment. It wasn’t a bad tool, plain but sturdy and well crafted, and clearly well cared for. He heard a scream.

He leapt onto the horse’s back, and smashed its rump with the broad side of the blade, eking out every last ounce of speed that he could. Tilli had made it just outside the camp when the men overtook her. They were off their horses, surrounding her. She was backed against a tree, screaming and crying, as two men held her arms, and one held her legs. The fourth man smiled at her lecherously.

“None o’ your kind is gonna come help you, now, is they?” he leered. He reached for the collar of her shirt with both hands and started to rip downwards, very slowly.

“ROBIIIIIIN!” She screamed.

“Heh,” the bandit laughed. “Callin’ for a bird, eh? You think your help is gonna come flyin’?”

Robin galloped towards them, visions of Fal Dashar overrun with Shadowspawn and Darkfriends, hearing his name screamed, watching Talia’s death. He brought his legs up onto the saddle, picking himself up. He had trained with Saldaean light cavalry, he could do this in his sleep. As the horse neared the men, he waited, waited, and lunged directly at the man tearing Tilli’s shirt. With a roar, he brought the sword above his head, and as he landed, he impaled it straight down into the man’s skull. The man stood there for a second and then toppled over, with a surprised and horrified look etched on his face.

Robin did not wait, however. The second he landed, he bounced up again, sending the two men who held Tilli’s arms staggering with a double kick to their chests. A swift stomp to the kidneys sent the last man sprawling, and Robin took Tilli’s hands, and led her gently to the crowd that had gathered to watch, horror struck. Still sobbing uncontrollably, Tilli ran to her mother, and Robin turned back to the three men who had regrouped and were advancing.

He ran to the dead man, and drew the sword from his sheath, and turned to face his attackers. He was who he was, with two decades of training, but he had not practiced for nearly two years. Still, the motions came back as if he had sparred yesterday. Lion on the Hill turned into Moon Shadows as he danced from one attacker to the next. Apple Blossoms on the Wind met with The River Undercuts the Bank and with Kingfisher taking a Silverback, and he grimaced as a blade grazed his shoulder as he flowed into Wood Grouse Takes Flight.  The three attackers went on the defensive, as Rushing the Tiger forced them to step backwards. An all out assault, he had never used it against multiple attackers before. With Dandelions on the Wind and Beneath the Shelves, he countered Falling Leaves and Heron Spreads its Wings, then threw himself into a roll towards the third bandit, springing up with a drop kick to his groin. The man crumpled. Robin dashed forward, countering two direct thrusts, and with Three Pronged Lightning, ran his opponents through.

He stopped, breathing heavily. His bright yellow tunic was as red as his vest, the blood of his enemies mixing with his own. His cuts were many, but none serious. The man who he used to be stood tall and proud, saying nothing. Suddenly, he looked up, desperate, his face showing fear for the first time that he could ever remember. They had to understand. He looked around the face of the crowd, those that were still looking at him. One by one, he sought understanding in the accusing eyes of the Tinkers that had taken him in, with whom he had lived for two years. One by one, he felt a pain worse than he had just received, as each face looked at him, full of sadness. And worse – distance. He was now a stranger to their camps. His eyes finally rested on Tilli, who was still crying.

In her eyes, he saw himself a stranger.

A searing pain that he had felt only once before filled him to his core. It was the pain of his heart being broken into a million pieces. With the pang of loss, he lifted his head and howled, a long, loud cry of pain. Tears forming, he ran to the caravans and emerged, moments later.

The Tinkers had moved, as one group, towards his caravan. Atol Pinter, the Mahdi, announced in a stentorian voice, “Go from here. You are no longer one of us.”

Harper Robin Red Vest looked at Tilli through teary eyes, pleading with his glance that she understand. She did not.

As tears rolled down his face, he stepped out of the doorway. The faded, braided band of leather was still tied around his forehead, and he wore the tattered clothes that he had worn when he had been found. His eye-wrenching cloak was fastened to his coat, and his massive greatsword, with the heron on the hilt, hung by his side. He raised the Robin Staff above his head, and yelled, “I am Sakan al’Galrodan!”

With a strangled cry, he jumped off the platform and ran, as fast as he could, as far as he could, away from the Tinkers. He ran, heedless of the direction, heedless even of how much noise he was making, or who he might run into. He ran, and ran, and ran, until he could run no more. When he finally stopped, out of breath, out of energy, lying on the ground crying, he decided. He had to return to the Fal Dashar.